j'mapelle YaNiE

2008-11-18T16:59:00.001+08:00

Watched Idola Cilik on RCTI. And I cried like nobody's business. Tengok IDOLA CILIK la sey, bukannyer tgk citer bdk kena dera ke citer patah hati ke aper. Time results pon kalau boleh nak semua dpt move on to the next round. Apasal la pergi kasi budak tu terkeluar 'ring' sorang2. Kalau nak tendang pon tendang laa ramai2, bak kata pepatah "The More The Merrier". Heh.

2008-06-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

Lina (lo0king at the gubahan): Wah, shantik ah! Lina pon nak macam ni jugak..Nanti nenek buatkan Lina ok?Lina pun nak tunang!

Mama: Lina nak tunang? Bila?

Lina: Besok!

2008-05-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

shattered. yeah that's how i feel.....

2008-05-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

dun cry baby..be glad tt u'v done alot for it..yes, u dun do all that for recognition..bt i will stil acknowledge ur deed..u reali hv done alot for the go0d of it..tink bck of ur journey baby - the sacrifices and experience gained..that's what is important..people have their rights to cho0se who they wanna be with..if we're not chosen, maybe we are not go0d enough..maybe we are not remembered..maybe we are not shining enough..im here for u baby..i know what u went through..which others may not be aware of..how hard you worked; the troubles you faced; the quarrels we had because of it..let others forget you, but never will I..

2008-05-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

feelin bored..so lemme jz crap here..nk crap aper?TKTAU..ha ha..hmm nk tau aper yanie buat whole day nari?*sings* bgn pagi, gosok gigi, tros mandi, mkn roti..lalalalalaa..then........jaga budak..pekik2, nyanyi2, joget2 ngn anak2 pt rumah..BEST kan?then p IMM carik brg2 utk dotdotdot..then balik rumah tgk sinetron..then boring lagi..baca la blog2 n multiply org2..rupa2nyer sunday bdk2 mcc pon ader pt wcp for their FOC..i ws thr to0 sey..bt ok jgk la tk terserempak, cos yanie main2 ngn anak2 sedare memalukan, sesungguhnyer tk kene dgn umur..lol..baca psl FOC, jadi teringat zaman MCC FOP 1st time diadakan dulu..acara itulah merakamkan komunikasi pertamaku dgn AbangKu..hehehe..i replied his email rgrdg FOP; and we koling2 each other on the day itself..tk sangka pulak kiter jadi tersangkot eh..anw FOP nw i tink is known as FOC..dulu2 we kol it FOP(Freshmen Orientation Program) to differentiate it frm NP nyer FOC(Freshmen Orientation Camp)..aduh, jadi terkenang2 pulak dahh zaman dulu2..teringin pulak nk jenguk2 gambar2 mcc lama2..ok tts all aktiviti yanie utk hari ni..lpas ni nk tgk gmbr2 lama..hehe..btw, akcli sjak abes exam nk blog psl weddings - my cuz's & anak boss Al-Ameen..tapi kemalasan utk menggigibirukan gambar2 menyebabkan sayer lom blog tentang itu..tuggulah biler kerajinan melanda suatu hari nanti..k da..

2008-04-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

Ada orang suka bercerita tentang segala hal luar-dalam di blog..Ada pula yang sekadar meng-blog apa yang patut..Pilihan masing-masing..Tiada menjadi kesalahan..Tapi, berpada-padalah kerana terlebih cakap (atau type) ada padahnya..

`laalaalaa`

2008-03-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

Perasaan rindu semakin menebal..Tapi apakan dayaku..Tanggungjawab yang lain menanti..Aku punya keluarga, kerjaya, juga pasanganku..Apakah sudah tiba waktunya aku harus undur diri?

Perasaan rindu semakin menebal..Kian hari kian menjadi-jadi..Tiap waktu, detik dan ketika..Hanya itu yang aku fikirkan..Diri ini semakin tak keruan..Rinduku tak tertahan..

2008-03-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

He's simply the sweetest..Thanks for the surprise Abg..And thanks for deciding not to blindfold me in public in the end =P..I truly enjoyed the concert with you by my side..

2008-02-21T22:52:00.001+08:00

For almost 20 years..You have been with me..So faithful..So close..You gave me the strength to carry on..To live my life..To face various people with various attitude..The sincere, the honest, the hypocrite, the backstabber..To PERSEVERE..YOU were the reason I stayed..Throughout the years I had been lucky to meet and gain experience from 2 person whom I look up to; to face countless hardships and make me a stronger person..I am happy with what I have achieved to date..Though not contented, but I am happy still..I shall cherish those beautiful memories..You made me beautiful..I hope to stay this beautiful always..Thank you for the joy..Thank you for the tears..It's hard to let go..But it's time, my dear..We have to part..Even if not now, I will have to later..

Was it a wrong decision made? No, I don't want to think about it. I don't want to cry. Because there will be no end to it. Because it will just hurt me more. Because I am actually weak.

2008-02-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

and i thought i was strong enough........

Rappers Lapok

2008-01-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

Was browsing through gambar2 lama & came upon this gambar featuring the rappers duo..Ni time GPA..First time MCC take part..My, what an experience!My first time berpuisi, my first time rapping..Rap dgn Hakim..LOL!!

Tired

2008-01-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Gosh I am so0o tired..Just woke up from falling asleep while watching Azizah on SCTV..When finally I have the time to watch tv, boleh fall asleep pulak..So just now was my presentation..Lega betul dah habis..It was fun working with my new group =]

Coming up next --> Bahas/Forum (i think it's gonna b bahas for me)

KebengkaKkan

2008-01-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

Adoiii!!Muka bengkak, tangan, lutut all pain..All sebelah kanan..Why eh?Obat seterong sgt ke?Doctor memang ader kata obat baru ni seterong..Abe mkn obat pon tak betol..Asyik skip jer..Mcm maner tak skip..1 hari kena mkn obat 8 kali..Each time 4 bijik..Jadi bing0ng aku..Abe asyik luper jer ah..Pasal kalau mkn obat tu tak boleh mkn or minom..So biler nak mkn obat jer teringat tadi baru telan mende..Nak2 kopi, kena jarakkan 2jam..Mango tkle, asamasin tkle, minyak angin tkle, MINYAK WANGI tkle..Abe kalau tak pakai minyak wangi nanti bau hapak, cmne?So da gitu2, jadi luper nak mkn obat..So dlm 1 hari tk full 8 kali telan bijik2 tuh..Abe ader obat tu kena in btwn meals..So 1 hari Yanie kena mkn nasik 3 kali ke?Boleh gem0k balik seh ni mcm..

2008-01-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

Scho0l has started..And im feeling tired..Hahha..Baru 1st wk of sch ni!Nxt wk dah nak kena bagi ceramah..Dah mcm professor maner lak ni..Topik aper nk bwk eh??Dila & me thought of doing taklimat ala2 Piala Khatu..Amaciam?Heh..Heh..Heh..

Affairs of the Heart

2008-01-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

Sentosa

2008-01-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

2007-07-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

24 July 2007..My last day at the school..Very sad..I left till it was nearly time the gates were closed..It wasn't easy to leave everyone there..Everybody had been good to me..I'd miss them all..

Of course I did not forget to take photos with almost everyone I could..And the whole day was filled with surprises..Every now and then my kids would be looking for me to wish gdbye or ask for my number or to pass me presents..Some would secretly place little surprises on my desk..How sweet of them..And 1 parent came during recess to give me a little something..So paiseh..

Had a mini farewell with all 3 classes by showing them the class videos I had done and giving them some treats..And not forgetting cikgu yanie's last words of advice..heh..I was very touched by 'him'..After that slowtalk, he had softened with me..And he said he sayang me..He is a special kid..I just hope the classmates would remember my advice to take good care of him..And of course, there were teary kids..I tried my best not to shed a tear infront of the students but I did choke on my words.. =s

With the colleagues, I couldn't hold back my tears, especially with kak tipah..Ouh dear..It was very sentiMENTEL laa till we hugged each other like nobody's business in e staffrm (ok im exaggerating)..But the worst part was that since I stayed till the end, I attended flag-lowering for the last time..Surprisingly in the hall the teacher announced that it was my last day and she was signalling to me to come to the front..She wished me on behalf of the teachers and then the whole school applauded and I was like !@#$%^&* dunno-wat-to-do-so-touched-and-HOLDING-BACK-MY-TEARS-LIKE-PREGNANT-WOMAN-GIVING-BIRTH..lol..Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........

Went home with like, 3-4 bags..lol..da mcm makcik jual kerepek ehh..

Ouh well, now I have to worry about starting school.. =s

2007-07-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

Was greeted by a pleasant surprise this morning. My desk was kinda full with cards & 'lovenotes'. Haha.. Turned out that on Thursday when I went for medical appointment, my P3 had spent their Malay period on those cards & 'lovenotes' for me. They may not be as fanciful, but the words on those cards & notes really touched me. I was already late for meeting, but those cards & notes made me sit at my desk for awhile & think abt my wonderful kids. Suddenly felt sad-er abt leaving them. One cute thing, this card was from afew kids lah, and then inside was written "Cikgu, saya ada telephone number, ni number saya". And I was wondering there was only 1 phone number, and the card was from 6 girls. So, NOMBOR SIAPA NI? Hahaha.. Cutelah..

As usual, I was late for my P3 class because of meeting. Got to know from a colleague that they were noisy and so Cikgu Yanie entered the classrm by the back do0r. I don't know how to describe it but they seemed glad to see me and 1 by 1 the kids came up to me to kiss my hand. Usually if I am late they won't bother to leave their seats and kiss my hand. Haha.. And I'm proud of 'EGO-ist'. Hmm..

Lunch time, my P1 was jumping for joy when she saw me. Hahaha.. Adorable she is. Had fun with my babies. 1 day without them felt like so long.

Had a nice chat with my P5. They are like friends. They won't let me go, but I have to make them understand. Hmm. I was touched when my boy told me that the whole class thought I had already left and all of them became upset on the day when I was actually on MC. Hehe..

I love them all so much. Gonna miss them all. Wonder how the farewell gonna turn out.. Sediakan payung!! =P =(

2007-06-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

Yeay!! Finally the MOTHERZ got to meet.. We lepak at CausewayPoint.. Yup, like what Mama No0ra said, place isn't a matter, it's the people whom you spent the time with that makes it fun.. We window-shopped for our future children needs.. Well, whoever gets her own child first will have to buy the necessities for the child, and then it shall be passed down to our children to be reused, since infants' clothes are so0o expensive, and they will grow up fast.. Very economic rite.. Hee.. They all went home by bus except for me, since it was already late..Jenuh kalau naik 187..

I think i'm not yet done with my packing, will continue tomorrow la.. Tmr going chalet with family!! Yeay!! [i'm counting down, abg.. Heh heh heh..]

Malam ni ada yang tidur tersenyum memakai selipar, ada yang tidur meniarap memakai sepit rambut b0nj0t..

*bLiNk* *bLiNk*

2007-06-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

Ok pple!! I've put up a Friendship Test to see how well you know me..It's above the tagboard..Jz click on "CHAT" aites! Actually i knw my blog is kinda dead, and not many pple read it anymore..so any1 who does the test but doesn't score high, U r still my best frn bcos u read my blog & u care to check out the latest update on me.. ;)

Sticky Chewy Chocolate

2007-06-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

o0o0o0o0o........I WANT THIS!!!!!!!! Anyone who loves me so much and wanna take me to Swensens AND PAY for this????? I would be GLAD.. HeeHeeHee...

2007-06-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hilang

Cipt. Anton BHS

Vokal. Susan Neva & Udjo ' Project Pop'

Hilang semua janji

Semua mimpi-mimpi indah

Hancur hati ini

Melihat semua ini

Lenyap telah lenyap

Kebahagian di hati

Ku hanya bisa

Menangisi semua ini

Hancur hati ini

Melihat kau telah pergi

# Langit menjadi

Gelap berkelabu

Menyelimuti hatiku

Mengubah seluruh hidupku

Mengapa semua jadi begini

Perpisahan yang tak kita inginkan

Ku akan menanti

Sebuah keajaiban

Yang membuat kita

Bisa bersama kembali

Masih Saling Mencinta

2007-06-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

Masih Saling Mencinta

Cipt. Anton BHS

Vokal. Ulla Meoriez & Anton BHS

Aku manusia yang lemah

Maafkanlah bila ku tak bisa

Menjaga semua yang telah kita bina bersama

Aku juga manusia biasa

Yang tak luput dengan kekurangan

Tapi ku tak ingin diduakan apalagi dilupakan

Tapi apalah dayaku

Semua telah terjadi

Namun kuingin kau tahu

Aku masih cinta

Dan bila kau memang cinta padaku

Janganlah kau pergi dari hidupku

Bila kita memang saling mencinta

Mengapa kita harus berpisah ?

Bila cinta ada di hati kita

Percayalah kita kan bersama

cute tak? cUtE tAk?? CUTE TAK???

2007-06-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

2007-06-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

> watched bahas 4PM

>>Hakim was cute..ader gaya u!!hehehe..

>>>to0k foto w mama & mummy..yeay!!windu!! [ummi lambat ah =( ]

>>>>had a great time w abgKU

All pix taken in diff parts of NGEE ANN POLY..Why?Because i miss THOSE TIMES..

2007-06-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

2007-03-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

aku tktau saper kau tapi aku amek jer gmbr ngn kau psal aku tau kau pelakon filem..lol..

2007-02-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

The person whom i share my joys and sorrows with..

The person who takes good care of me..

The person who gives me his undivided attention..

The person who never fails to cheer me up..

The person who has been supporting me, going through my tough times together..

The person who is willing to sacrifice anything for me..

The person who makes me feel secured and loved..

2007-02-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

i.....

dunno wat to say........

2007-02-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

it gets so bad sometimes that i don't wanna think about it..i don't even wanna remember it exists!

2006-12-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

thx to lis who reminded me i ever wrote this --->

You love me but you won't admit; You care for me and yet you won't show it. To them you may, profusely deny; But to me, unfortunately you cannot lie. We've grown to know each other well; Your feelings, your mind, I can tell. You want to be close but yet you drift; You think of me each time you breathe. The answer high and low I have searched; That keeps holding back your urge. Should I wait or just forego; Even though I know I love you so........
~AnDrYaSaRy~

s0td0t!!hahha..

2006-12-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

chIdrEns' dAy prOjEct!!hah, i know it's to0 late to blog abt it, bt i jz managed to upload the pix..kekeke..

2006-12-19T15:44:00.000+08:00

2006-12-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

jz sharin some pix taken at Puteri Pan Pacific Hotel last Ramadhan..heh..

2006-12-16T17:05:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when I get bored while waiting for my prince to come and fetch his princess.. =P

2006-12-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

tak ku sangka kau mengingatiku menerusi jendulku wahai cikgu osman!!wakakakaka!!

2006-12-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

HAISHH.....giv it a miss??or shd i bck out frm khatu??hw?hw??hw???my family plans to go for holiday on 22-25dec..bt im involvd in khatu..bt cikgu said i shd go holiday..bt i wana dance..bt i oso wana go holiday..this is e only time i can do so sehh..time lain da stress skola balik..iv been lo0king fwd to this holiday thing..bt why must they change the date to 22-25dec??why?why??why???i wana danceeeee...HAISHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

2006-12-03T15:00:00.000+08:00

Merawat Luka Terpendam - Liza Hanim

Merawat luka yang terpendam
Kesannya masih berdarah
Hendak ku tangiskan tiada pedih
Yang telah terjadi padaku
Pasrah aku terima

Kau hujankan penghinaan
Aku renjis kesabaran
Aku curah pertanyaan
Adakah bahagia nanti akan menyingkir hiba
Dalam ribut ada hina
Dalam tenang ada sabar
Dalam tangis sendirian
Berkemungkinankan bahagia nanti akan menyusur tiba

Bukan ku mengundang bencana
Juga tak ku menabur dosa
Tak dapat dinafi kebetulan
Dugaan menimpa diriku
Rela aku terima

2006-12-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hati yg terluka umpama besi bengkok walau diketuk sukar kembali kpd bentuk asalnya. =)

2006-11-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

Pestaraya @ esplanade over..quite relaxed now aside from khatu pracs only lor..yanie slalu asek nk p esplanade tapi since tt incident, mcm da tk brani seh..tmpt tu nmpk jer tenang, rupa2nya slalu ader kes ehh..org dtg bwk parang main tetak2 jer then cabot lari..uishh!!kalo tetak salah org, tk ke naye tuh?!gd ting we were alrdy bck upstrs in e dressing rm wen e incident to0k place..wonder hw r e victims.. =S
ouh!!ouh yes!!i met e kembars lina & liya thru dis pestaraya project..thy'r in ERA nw..da besar adik2 kakak..hee..

2006-11-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

exams over..no extra failures..most of them improved..alhamdulillah..believe it or not, i haven't had the chance for a 'proper' jalanraya this year..been busy with exams and dance..very hectic..everyday got training..11nov is Perjumpaan Hari Raya at Yew Tee CC..17-19 & 24-26nov is PestaMuara at esplanade..yeehaa..

2006-10-23T01:50:00.000+08:00

i made the cake with love..but all that is no use..guess have to 'donate' it to somebody else..

2006-10-14T12:41:00.000+08:00

maybe now...i've come to understand why..it's similar to those artis yg kahwin sesama artis, then they end up with keretakan rumahtangga..org kata senang berpasangan dgn org dlm 'bidang' yg sama..lebih memahami tugasan dan tanggungjawab masing-masing lah kononnya..but..kalau dah SERING berselisihan pendapat, it can be a threat to the relationship..is it possible to avoid discussing abt that same 'stuff' you share when you are with each other?

2006-10-13T01:41:00.000+08:00

its a test..its a test..be strong, gal..be strong..brkfast time ws jz afew mins awy bt i cudnt hold bck e tears..n so it 'rained' inside e train..hmmh..earlier nk kena tahan marah ble jgk aku ctrl..bt bab cengeng-mengeng ni kalah ah..dan buat pertama kalinya, i nvr story to mama, abg, or evn adik..insyaAllah pray n kip praying for e best..hopefully tings will turn out bttr n i wun patah semangat..

jz nw got anothr nt-so-'yeay' news..hmm..wat cn i say?cn only cry..e only ting tt cn b done nw is berdoa..

k ah i wana cry myslf to slp, AS USUAL..heh..

2006-10-09T02:52:00.000+08:00

OST My heart

2006-10-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

Siapa Dia Sebelum Daku

{aku}
Aku selalu memikirkannya
Siapa dia sebelum daku
Gadis kau puja hingga kecewa
Kini kau tak menyatakan

(kau}
Aku pun jua sering tertanya
Siapa dia sebelum daku
Pria kau puja hingga merana
Kau merahsiakan dariku

{kau & aku}
Sejak kau wujud dalam hidupku
Semuanya telah terpadam
Bak bayangan yang indah
Di malam purnama
Di telan mentari pagi

{kau & aku}
Apa disentuh sejarah dulu
Hanya menyakit hati sendiri
Telah ditemukan kita berdua
Engkaulah sinar hidupku

Engkaulah sinar...
Engkaulah pelita...
Engkaulah sinar...
Hidupku

2006-09-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

gosh, im beginning to drrread PE..hmm, nvm..jz carry on..its only for 1 period anw..BUT thrice a week!!hmm, nvm..now is fasting mth, so tkle marah2..cmne eh?hmm, nvm..kaki ni da tak tahu aper kes lagi ah..aper nak jadi ngn kaki ni??HMMM, NVM!!

2006-09-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

Introducing........ABG VADEHH!!!!!

2006-09-15T15:57:00.000+08:00

2006-08-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

I need you ........................................................................sis.. :'(

2006-08-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

wow..it's been more than a mth since i last blogged..sampai da luper cmne nk sign in to Blogger eh..so due to popular demand, here i am blogging again..hahaha..

quick updates.....us 4 Leos' bdays; Malam Jaluran Seni; Genting trip..

well, Teachers' Day is like, 2wks awy bt im alrdy rcvg cards frm my studs..hw sweet!!

oh gosh, yanie da tersengguk2..ngantoknyerrr...k la cnt tink of wat els to update...mata sudah berattt...atleast gua ader update eh..

2006-07-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Huda who tagged practically everyone in her blog, and since i'm bored, so here goes...

7 random things about myself
1~ Not tall [i'm not short eh, am just not-tall]
2~ Kemanjaan yg teramat [and i mean 'keamatan yg teramat amat' hee..]
3~ Cikabg always says i'm cute =) [cute not as in 'ugly but adorable' in this context ehh]
4~ Dependent [anak tunggallah katakan...]
5~ Flexible [i mean the body, because i've been dancing for more than 10yrs]
6~ Potek maha potek [read carefully eh, it's PoteK and not KoteX =p]
7~ Have bone problems [it's troubling the people around me =S]

7 things that scare me
-1- Losing my loved ones
-2- Meo0ows
-3- Failing
-4- Blo0d and cuts and stuffs that can fail me as a nurse..heh..
-5- Horror stories
-6- Fitnah
-7- Furry animals

7 random songs at the moment
1~ Kain Pelikat
2~ Potong Bebek Angsa
3~ Happy Birthday
4~ Burung Kakak Tua
5~ Rain2 Go Away
6~ Hi-5 songs
7~ ABC

7 things i like most
1~ Salty & sour stuffs [yum!!]
2~ Massage [ahhh.....]
3~ Melihat dan melayan telatah anak2 saudaraku [i feel comfortable being a 'kid'..heh..]
4~ Going on holidays with the family [they are always so much fun!!]
5~ Pleasant surprises [wee~!!]
6~ Staying at chalet with the family [going to Escape themepark with the cuzzins everyday, the BBQ at night..hmmm, when's the next family chalet??]
7~ Peaceful places like the beach [especially with loved ones, enjoying the sea breeze]

7 things i say most
1~ Pengatlabu
2~ Aperr jerr
3~ Entah
4~ Huh
5~ Sukerrr
6~ Hello??
7~ ULTRAMAN

7 people to do this
1~ Kepada
2~ Saper
3~ Saper
4~ Yang
5~ Tak
6~ Ada
7~ Kerja

2006-06-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went Batam..With my BIG BELOVED FAMILY..hehe..Nenek, makcik, pakcik, cuzzins, niece, nephew..Semua pergi..Ikot rombongan..The tour guide was surprised tt the whole bus was filled by our family ajer ehh..It was fun la..Pergi melancong ramai2..Walaupun tak sejauh mana..I didn't really shop la..Hanya sekadar menikmati peluang untuk melancong beramai2..Had seafo0d..Overall it was a memorable trip..I enjoyed it..And I'm glad I chose to follow them.. =)

2006-06-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Watched Persada Juara Tari at Cairnhill CC..Ader cikabg, fana, hizamy, yaty, dee..Also fellow Azpirasians..Although MCC girls didn't win anything, they did well..For a dance which was kinda "last-minute"..Well done, girls..

Then went to Changi..Cikabg's coursemates' pit..Went with abgparhan n fazil..Got bitten by red ant..Aduii!!Sampai sekarang kakiku bertanda ehh..Tak suker..Kaki dah tak seksi..Wakaka!!

2006-06-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

Things happen for a reason..Quite alot has happened these past few days, be it happy or sad, and I am thankful for everything..

Dari kejatuhan, bayi itu bangun dan teruskan bertatih..Dari kegagalan, manusia bangkit dan belajar menerusi kesilapan..

Past experience has kind of traumatised me..Especially around the 'drama' people..I've heard a lot, seen a lot, tasted a lot (hahah!!)..It was hard to trust..I couldn't tell when they were acting and when they were not..FRUSTRATING right??

I'm sorry if I doubted you..It's been unfair to you..That incident keeps on playing in my mind..Boy, was I scared to see you like that!My whole body was trembling with fear..Never had I imagined you would react in such a way..But nevertheless, the incident taught me a valuable lesson..I've realised just how so very much you treasure me..I was indeed very touched..I hated myself for treating you that way..Never have I cried that bad in front of you before..Hopefully this incident will strengthen our relationship..

I'm grateful our paths crossed..God has his own way of making things happen..Kalau dah jodoh, dekat mana-mana pun kita boleh terjumpa dan 'sangkot'..Hehe..

I'm lucky to have you..You're the best..I love you..I love your family..I know our future is unpredictable, and that we still have a long way to go..We can just work this relationship well and pray for the best..With the wonderful family and friends we have around us, I believe they to0 will pray for our best..I feel so blessed around these people..It's such a wonderful feeling, to see my family and friends happy with my own happiness..Yes, I can see it..Yes, I am feeling it..Likewise, I'd feel very happy to see them happy to0..

[I don't know why I'm blogging about this, because I don't usually like to blog about such personal stuff..They're to0 special I'd rather just keep them in my heart..But entahlah eh..It's just so wonderful that I feel like sharing it here..Anyone who thinks Yanie syiok sendiri blog pasal benda ni terpulanglah..Peace =)]

2006-06-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

Urmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
Saturday 03/06/06: Watched Gentarasa..Yeah, I enjoyed myself.. :D

Sunday 04/06/06: Lup Weishan..We jalan2 hold hands..Beside us the bangglas oso hold hands..Errr...Hahaha..Thx for the day darl.. :)

Today 06/06/06: I went to work as Miss Butterfly..Baju butterfly, earrings butterfly, sandals butterfly, perfume butterfly..Khekhekhe..

Best of all, Muhd Afiq was born on 06/06/06 at 6pm.....At the CARPARK eh!!Dah kes emergency..Heheh..My cuzzie is such a lucky baby..The parents tak mintak Class A pun but they got Class A drg the stay at hospital..Urm, I wonder..On his birthcert nanti tulis place of birth as 'Carpark' ke??Hehehehehe..Pasal kalau ikutkan betul2 should be like that mah..Dier keluar pat carpark..

Urmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..

OK lah thats all..Kepala berat ah..Tar-tar!!

2006-05-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

Fine..Don't blame me if I keep quiet..You tired already, huh?From now onwards biar semua yanie tanggung sendiri..Should anything happen to me, KEEP QUIET!!

2006-05-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

On Saturday..Watched 'Penantian' at ACJC with cikabg&adikipar&sam&zimah&ilyazhar&najib&dilah&dee&rizal&kai..

On Sunday..Went Sentosa with the family..Ader Family Carnival..Lots of games and free fo0d..Main-main air laut and air hujan..But the highlight of the day was the Skyride..I sat with my 2 cuzzies..Before that tengok org lain naik mcm best gitu..Excited bebenao rasanyer..Tahu-tahu time kiter naik mende tu stop di 'tengah-tengah awanan' and i felt mcm nak tercabut jantung..Aper tidak..Kiter nyer 'vehicle' dah lah senget sebelah pasal kiter salah susun..My little cuzzie yg 'sihat' p dod0k hujung and that made our 'vehicle' berat sebelah..Lepas tu time tergantung di 'tengah-tengah awanan' angin menio0o0op..Makin kecut sayer..Pastu Yanie gatal p tgk bawah..Nampak vehicles moving pt bawah and i thought kalau kiter jatuh will we fall on the road?Or will we be able to hang onto the trees?Hahha..Then Yanie pikir nanti ader monyet tetiba keluar dari pokok and then join us on the skyride laa..Hahaha..Abeh tu kiter tknk nervous sgt kiter nyanyi2 ah..Skali tkle nyanyi atlast keje kiter asyik ketawa jer..Semakiiinnn laa 'vehicle' kiter tu terhuyung-hayang..Anw tu ader picture kiter drg the skyride..Da syiok sgt sampai luper nak senyum at the camera..Hehe..And lo0k at how kej0ng my kaki were..Yanie tgh contr0l takot selipar terjatuh eh..My cuzzie pulak relax jer boleh bukak kasut and pakai kasut eh drg the ride..The couple at the bck were my aunt & uncle.. =)

From Sentosa we went JB laa pulak..So by the end of the day, or rather, by the next day (because it was already a new day when we reached home) Yanie penat GILER..

2006-05-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

2006-05-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was MCC FOC camp..Thumbs up to the pple who made it happen..Because zaman dolu pon plan2 nak buat camp tapi tak terLAKSAna =( ..Alhamdulillah you pple made it happen and walaupun masih banyak kekurangan hopefully there will still be camps in the future and you pple can improve on it based from the experienced gained, alright =) ..Ader group bebudak freshie ni thought yanie ciner eh..Diorang mula2 diam jek so me tegur laa..Then they were like, "Eh, cina cakap melayu ah!!U know how to speak Malay ah?Handal ah!!"..Ingatkan diorang main2 seh but they mati2 thought yanie ciner..So i tol them la im not chinese, im actually japanese..Itu pon diorang mati2 percaya ehh!!During nightwalk yanie ikot cikabg to his station with sam and ahmad..Went into the gents..Gelap gulita..Sam and ahmad did a great job in scaring the groups, i must say..Hehe..I enjoyed the special performance by maincomm..As i was busy recording the performance and then bateri abes and then tried to catch it with my hp but then hp pon da tk cukop memori (see how kelamkabot i was?hehe..) so yanie actually antara perasan dgn tak perasan eh..Dengar mcm my name was mentioned in the skit, but then i thought impossible la, must be they sebut nama yaty..And then i thought i heard my name again..Then tgk aksi Illya mcm kenal ehh!!Wahaha..Thanx eh!!Hahaha..To Fana and Illya, korang romantic laa mcm ayie dgn yanie!!Hehe.. =D

To abg, thanks so much for sending and fetching me to and from dance practice..Despite u busy having camp..I understand how much u want me to be there by your side..Luv u..

2006-05-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

On Sunday performed at a wedding at Changi Cottage..It was alright la..New experience for me..My cuz gave me a lift to Pasiris..Over there met Ayu, Kak Shida & Kak Rozza..Then Ayu's dad drove us to the place..Wah, tempat punyer "senang" eh nak pergi..Kesian para jemputan..Ramai dtg naik teksi agaknyer, bcos we saw alot of taxis in & out la..Haha..We were given a ro0m upstairs to siap2..Performed 1 dance time petang and another time malam..We had to iring the pengantin in..Lepas makan (sedapp ehh!!) we had to take picture with the pengantin..Then went back to our ro0m to rilek2 and then siap for the next performance..Before we performed at night, again had to iring the pengantin..With the guests main2 bunga api and the kids blowing bubbles around us..Seram seh guests yg stand near us EXCITED sangat main bunga api that the sparks and fire or whatever were so0o very near us..Takut rambut palsu kitorang terbakar!!Hahaha..Then tengah dance bebudak ni semua got JOB to do, that is to BLOW the bubbles..Haha..Senang betul joget2 tekak kering ada air bubble yang masuk mulut..After that we had to repeat the iring2 pengantin thing..Because they wanted to do a clip on it..Then we got ready to balik la..They told us to eat again but we refused..Makanan memang sedap ah but we couldn't wait to go home..Dah berapa jam seh kat tempat tu..Heh..Then dapat the berkat ah..After receiving payment they all left first..I waited for cikabg to come and fetch so Nisha and family accompanied me..To Nisha and family terima kasih di atas layanan terhadap kami..Hehehe..Wah, my first performance at a wedding and it was by the beach eh..Hehhe..And my first time performing atas rumput dan tanah yang masih lembab disebabkan hujan..Sukerr..

2006-05-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of your head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. Then tag 5 people. go!

1)AbangKU Ayie
2)Adikku No0ra
3)Weishan
4)Delphine
5)Fana
6)Tina
7)Illya
8)Lis
9)Sam
10)Abg Parhan
11)BroZack
12)Fazli
13)Cindy
14)Nana
15)Kai
16)Aida
17)Milah
18)Adik Oya
19)Adik Ain
20)Lina

1.how did u meet 14?
She used to be my neighbour..We were best friends in primary scho0l, but come to secondary scho0l we became quite distant..We met again in NP and our friendship got very close again during those days..

2.what would you do if u've never met 1?
I would have died..He is my LIFE..

3.what would u do if 20 and 9 dated?
Go0d lah..Hahaha..He ever asked me about my cuzzie before..But..No, i don't think so..My cuzzie sorg ni "lain dari yg lain" sikit..Hehhe..

4.did u ever like 19?
Oh, yes!!She's my cuzzie paling gerek!!Otak kiter samer..Haha..I always have fun being around her..Lup u, Adik Ain!!Muax!!

5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Nah..Unless Tina can find a way to really really get along with my VERY shy 12-yr-old cuzzie frm JB..But not as les partners eh, no ehh!!

6. Describe 3.
Shanshan!!Got to know her thanks to the "yaya" virus..Hahaha..She's my darling..Always give me advices and will really scold me if she feels the need to..Hehe..Felt so touched when she gave me a present for my b'day and said that I was the first person to receive a gift from her as a friend..Hehe..She's helped me alot with my studies to0..I feel very very comfortable around her..We share alot of stuffs with each other..Really easy to confront her about my problems..Cried on her bed before when I tried to "run away" from my problem..Heh..

7.Do u tink 8 is attractive?
Ouh, yes of course!!Kalau tak, takkan dapat ramai peminat AbangGla sampai ada yg nak ikut balik, kan Lis??Khekhekhe.. =p She IS very attractive..Just needs to bo0st her confidence..Hehe..She is very attractive both on the inside and outside..Any guy who gets her is a very lucky man, trust me!!

8.Tell me sth about 7.
Illyot!!She was my dance junior..Very cute girl..Hehe..She's very fun and easygoing lah..Sukerr gurau dgn dia..I like her laughter!!Huahuahua!!(Ouh, actually I also like to ci0m bau kent0t dier..Shhh..!!)

9.Do you know any of 12's family?
Err, been to his house last raya..Met his mum only..Heh..

10.What's 8's favourite?
Singing, dancing, chatting..Fish & chips!!Hehehe..

11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
Well, she has confessed afew times already!!Hahaha..This little cuzzie of mine lo0ks upon me as her idol..Wah, feels so honoured sehh!!Haha..I will continue to set a go0d example for her to follow.. =)

12.what language does 15 speak?
So far I've only spoken to him in Malay & English language..Aper2 language lain yg dia tahu me not sure lah eh, belum try bual dgn dia.. =p

13.Who is 9 going out with?
Urm.....He always meets up with many different people..Very fofulerrr, you know!! :)

14.how old is 16 now?
Turning 15 Sep this yr..

15.When's the last time u talked to 13?
Wah, that was like..During our graduation ceremony in July last yr??Very long sehh!!

16.what is 2's favourite band/singer?
She likes almost every band/singer..Semua lagu dier tahu!!Hahha..

17.would u ever date 4?
Used to date her..Haha..She was my bestie in secondary scho0l..We've already planned to meet up for a lunch date so0n, but this time with my Abg.. ;)

18.would u ever date 7?
Why not..Wahaha..!!I bet many guys would want to take my place.. ;p

19.Is 15 single?
Nope, he's happily attached to Tina.. =D

20.What is 10's last name?
Alamak..Abg Parhan!!Help!!

21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship wif 11?
Erk..Nah..I only regard him as an elder brother.. :)

22.What school does 3 go to?
Primary scho0l then secondary scho0l then Ngee Ann Polytechnic.. :)

23.Where does 6 live?
Teck Whye!!Hehe..

24.What's yr fav thing about 5?
Fana..Another gerek person i've known..Very easy to get along with her..We may have just got to know each other, but we've already shared some personal problems.. =)

25.Have u seen number 1 naked?
Ala kalau guys panas kan suker bukak baju..Kira naked jugak kan tu.. =p

Okayyy..I'm gonna tag Weishan, Delphine, Adik Ain, Cindy, Lina..

2006-05-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

I miss this hair...

2006-05-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

Manusia berubah..Tiada apa yg perlu dihairankan..

2006-04-26T13:00:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah..yesterday we turned six months..AND i got my EPT results..so how did i do?........I PASSED!!hehehe..syukur..i was very-the-nervous-tak-tentu-arah after farhana sms-ed me that the results are out that it affected me and it affected him and it affected our date..heh..but ltr it was thx to dear mama who called to tell me my results after she checked the letterbox for me so that i can rest my mind (even though i actually intended to open the letter together with cikabg)heh..so.....yeah i passed!!just have to wait to be called for contract teaching..meanwhile, memandangkan my kaki da ok2, anyone got job for me?one which i can commit for 2 months at most?one which i can easily quit so that yanie tak tersangkut bila kena panggil for contract teaching nanti?

2006-04-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Kadang-kala.. Kita lupa..
Kadang-kala.. Kita alpa..
Tapi adakalanya kita yg buat-buat lupa..
Tapi apa yg membuat kita alpa?
Sengaja lupa supaya org lain juga lupa..
Sengaja membiarkan kesenangan, kemewahan dan kenamaan menjadi puncanya alpa..
Kenapa disengajakan lupa?
Kenapa disengajakan alpa?
Kerana ingin lepas dari bebanan, dgn berbuat-buat lupa supaya org lain juga lupa..
Kerana kita fikir kita pasti tidak akan alpa..

dun mind my craps..jz tryin to find peace by playin with words..heh..

2006-04-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

Adakah salah? Adakah salah aku memperkenalkan kau kpd dunia itu? Mungkin juga aku salah.. Aku membawa engkau ke dunia itu hanya utk membantu merealisasikan impianmu.. Supaya engkau tidak lagi menjadi 'the ugly duckling'.. Apakah yg berlaku skrg? Bukan ini yg ku mahu.. Tidak dinafikan engkau semakin berjaya dlm bidang itu.. Aku bangga dgn pencapaianmu.. Tetapi ia juga telah merubah dirimu.. Sikapmu.. Pendirianmu.. Engkau telah berubah.. Menjadi seorang yg tidak aku kenali lagi.. Perhubungan kita yg suatu waktu dahulu begitu akrab, kini kita bagaikan orang asing; terlalu asing.. Aku tidak kenal siapa dirimu..

2006-04-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

Macam mana eh rasanya when something that you once loved dearly tiba-tiba makan tuan? Sungguh menyakitkan hati.. Sungguh menghancurkan perasaan.. Sungguh mengecewakan.. Imagine you've been rearing a pet cat with love for years and suddenly dia makan tuan, for example dia gigit-gigit and cakar-cakar you teruk sampai masuk hospital.. Tak takut ke you nak mendampingi kucing tersebut selepas kejadian tu? Tak ke tawar hati you dgn kucing tu? You try to make keadaan seperti sediakala but failed.. Dalam tempoh berpantang dgn kucing tu you've helped it to become kehidupan yg lebih baik.. It has changed for the better.. But you just can't accept it back the way it was in your life before.. Terlalu kejam perbuatannya terhadap you dulu.. Terlalu pedih hati you dibuatnya.. Your heart wants to accept it back the way it was tapi terlalu PEDIH.. Hari-hari you menangis kerananya.. Sekarang setelah kucing tu berubah, you pula asyik-asyik rasa macam nak menyakiti hatinya.. Haishhhhh..... Pok dier baru tahu!!

2006-04-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

Well well well..
Si tempang nombor 2 telah "dilahirkan"..Khekhekhe..

And the story goes like this..I went to jrgpt w cikabg to watch movie la eh..Citer Black Night la eh..3 citer hantu..serrram ah for a pengecut like me..Tapi se-pengecut2 Yanie pon Yanie tak scream eh tapi kan ader org tu scream2 la ehh..Huahuahua..The last story was a Thai one la..Abt this young boy yg akcli da mati..Yanie kan kalo tgk citer hantu bole terbawak2 la k..So after the movie we went toilet..Nak kena lalu pat lorong2 tu..For you peeps' info i HATE to walk through those lorongs..My imagination will go wild eh..Then kan kan kan da kuwa toilet, cikabg da tunggu pat luar ladies ah then we started to walk through the lorong again..Abeh kan depan tu kan ader pintu ah eh..I walked through the do0r first followed by cikabg..Hmm, boleh tergerak nak tgk on my right la once i stepped through the do0r..And there i saw this little boy dgn mata yg terbeliak staring at me..Exactly like the young boy in the story tadi sehh..What was he doing there sehh..Waiting for me eh?!Ishhh..!!Punyer laaa terperanjat berok akak!!But still I din scream eh ehh..Then we went makan la..Then headed back to carpark..And then.....

Di dalam suasana malam yg tak berapa terang itu, kami berjalan menuju ke lalulintas kuda belang (zebra crossing =p)..Yanie, being RABUN sentiasa, din notice there was a step ahead..My ankle dah lah memang sakit eh..So, dgn mata yg celik tetapi rabun, Yanie telah berjalan dgn konfiden dan "Oh mak kau!!".....I twisted my ankle..Cikabg lagi bole ingatkan pasal ader kucing ehh!!The pain..Kesedapan, I tell you..But I carried on walking as usual, no signs of pain shown..Heh..When we reached my house was when I couldn't hide it anymore..I had difficulty walking alrdy..Haish lift uma sayer lambat la nak siap so I had to climbbb the stairs..Se-lowly..Se-lowlyyy..Then tadi pegi klinik ah..Now alhamdulillah da kurang..But still tempang..Like sister, like sister eh dik..

2006-04-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku
Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu
Entah Siapa Yang Tahu

The sacrifices..Be it seen or unseen..

The countless trips made..The early mornings..The late nights..The waitings..The accompanying, despite feeling uncomfortable with the company..The white lies told for your sake..The family time lost..Despite being sick..Despite being "trapped"..

Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan
Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan
Takkan Tugumu Kebal
Tiada Pertimbangan

No doubt you've sacrificed a lot for me..I truly appreciate it..There may be some sacrifices from your part which I don't realise to0..I know there sure are..I admit I'm blind..

Keheningan Malam Membangunkan
Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan
Andai Kau Jujur Memahami
Tiadaku Menjauhi

Nevertheless, I'm tired..Tired of everything..How much longer can I hold, I wonder..

Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang
Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang
Lantas Ku Pendam
Ku Putuskan Biarlah Rahsia

`Never Say, Never Tell, Never Ask, Never Understand`

Semakin Aku Hidup Dalam Cinta
Tiada Kuasa Mampu Menghalangnya
Hentikan Kata Kata
Bertulangkan Dusta

Realised that now??

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku.....

2006-03-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my EPT..hmm..dun wanna tok abt it..bikin gua stress..heh..anw went out early in e mrng w cik abg to e exam centre..appreciate him accompanying me..sanggop bgn pagi2 (sayer kejot la, of cos =p) then tunggu sampai test sayer abes..the test was frm 9am-4pm ehh!!tak ke boleh jadi biol menunggu..wahha..bt dpt jgk la sayer spend time ngn dier sementara menunggu waktu utk written test..e test ader 2 bahagian..e firz part was oral..wah bes seh oral bual sendiri..khekhekhe..kitorg pakai itu headphone ah then bual sendiri pat microphone dier..style kan..(ok..ok..yanie sedar yanie jako0onz..)hahhaa..

aft e test we went twn ah..nk isi perot yg da berkeroncong dari pagi..hehe..then terjumpe syira n tt guy fren of hers..we chatted for awhile..then thy left n we ate n tok tok tok joke joke joke like nobody's business..hehhe..then we ronda2..then we watched Date Movie..klakar giler ahh..truly enjoyed ourselves..thx cik abg for e wonderful day..alhamdulillah.. =)

thx for telling me..im sori i made u cry..yes i knw im naughty..and i deserve the scolding frm mama..mama loves u, u knw..*winks*

2006-03-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

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2006-03-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

cikgu treated us to dinner..yeay!!went to lot1 w cik abg frm sch..at lot1 met seriayu n i left cik abg to head to cck park..otw to cck park we were joined by fidah n so e journey to cck park was filled w our chitchat abt lingeries..o0opss!!hahah..cikgu, ibu, nabil, iqah, afiq, nisha, ayu, kak rozza, fazli, jai, faiz were alrdy at cck park..then haizad n nadia came..cik abg n family oso reached n they dined at a table nearby..wahh, azpirasi mkn besar sehh!!hehe..thanks cikgu..we oso got our certs for performing for KARYA..wee!!then da burp2 smue we went our separate ways..i mean I went my separate way..haha..joined cik abg n family..we went home tgthr..it was ok la..hehe.. :D

2006-03-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

went PS..yanie nyebok2 time org mtg..then watched Nanny McPhee..best ah..tts all..

2006-03-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

S -> Saya
T -> Tak
R -> Rasa
E -> Enak
S -> Sekali
S -> Seh!!

2006-03-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

KARYA

Tarian, Irama & Puisi

Saturday 18 March 2006, 8pm, Yew Tee CC

Performances by dancers of Yew Tee CC, Bukit Batok CC, Cairnhill CC, Eunos CC,

SriMahligai, Rafaat Hamzah, Djamil Tukimin

Tickets $2 0nLy.

(Do0rsales of tickets available)

2006-03-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

Tadi MCC AGM 05/06.

2006-03-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sikap manusia: Diberi yg mahal nak yg murah, dah diberi murah nak percuma pulak!! Tak reti bersyukur bet0l!!

2006-03-02T12:26:00.000+08:00

In English: Don't you find it a waste to lo0k at your leftover?

In Malay: Tak sayang ke tengok bekas kamu?

................................................................

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha

2006-03-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

What do i say??

Who do i go to??

Unfortunately i can't go to my sister regarding this matter..I can't..I'm afraid it would complicate matters..I've been keeping this worry, this fear to myself..There's no one i can turn to..

There's no doubt okay..Surely it is still there..And when..And when..When..Don't you think....Isn't it possible.....Moreover.....

Terserah padamu..Telah berkali-kali ku pujuk hati ini..Tiada apa yang mampu ku lakukan..Aku hanya seorang wanita..Keputusan di tanganmu..

Bukan aku tak percaya, tapi.....Sesiapa saja di dalam situasi ku ini pasti merasai apa yang aku rasa..Amat sukar untuk ku pujuk hati ini dan buang jauh segala fikiran dan andaian..Aku takut..Aku takut aku tidak terdaya lagi..... :'(

2006-03-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Detik Bersama - V.E

Indahnya detik pertama
kau melukis warna mimpi hatiku
hanya kau yang aku tunggu-tunggu

biarkan aku bersamamu
biarkan aku terlena dalam dakapanmu
hanya kau yang selalu aku rindu

dalam tidur ku terjaga
mimpikan kasihmu bersamaku
terlena daku kembali
kau pulang padaku
kehadiranmu kan membawa erti rindu

di sini bermulanya
detik bersama
kasih di antara kita berdua
bermula segalanya
akan ku semadi lagi (bertakhta di hati)

di sini bermulanya
detik pertama
kau melafazkan rindu dan kata bahgia
kau bawaku ke awan yang tinggi
kau bertakhta di hati
detik bersama

katakan saja nalurimu
bawalah daku menemanimu
membelai jiwa manismu
hanya kau yang selalu aku tunggu

ingin aku menatap wajahmu
takkan ku melepaskan peluang
untuk bersama selamanya
hanya kau yang selalu aku rindu

ingin aku dibelaimu
ingin aku bersamamu (ohhhhhh)
tak ingin ku kehilangan dirimu

dalam tidur ku terjaga
mimpikan kasihmu bersamaku
terlena daku kembali
kau pulang padaku
kehadiranmu kan membawa erti rindu

di sini bermulanya
detik bersama
kasih di antara kita berdua
bermula segalanya
akan ku semadi lagi (bertakhta di hati)

di sini bermulanya
detik pertama
kau melafazkan rindu dan kata bahgia
kau bawaku ke awan yang tinggi
kau bertakhta di hati

di sini bermulanya
detik bersama
kasih di antara kita berdua
bermula segalanya
akan ku semadi lagi (bertakhta di hati)

di sini bermulanya
detik pertama
kau melafazkan rindu dan kata bahgia
kau bawaku ke awan yang tinggi
kau bertakhta di hati
detik bersama

2006-03-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

Did the following tests thanks to Nana..hehe..

Do you face it or fear it?

Taking control
You keep your fears and reality in good balance. You know there are times when you feel worried and scared of things, but you keep your fears in healthy perspective. You understand that fear has an important purpose in our life, as it serves to warn us of dangers, such as looking after personal safety. However, you acknowledge your fears and don't let them rule your life.

Try listing three of your fears. Ask yourself why you have them. For example, do you fear walking the streets at night? Are you hesitant to try something new in case you fail? Ask yourself whether these fears are based on real or perceived dangers. This will help you understand the reasons for these fears and respond appropriately.

If, for example, you fear doing something new and like to stick to the same routine, you are at risk of feeling trapped by your inability to face new beginnings. This can leave you feeling dissatisfied and irritable. You may have learned to assume things about yourself and the way you are, which have led you to staying fixed in the same place. Understanding your assumptions about yourself is the first step to beating a fear of new beginnings. You must be careful not to get too comfortable with the fears that you have and make sure you keep challenging yourself.

Try this exercise to help you stay on track:

The speed exercise

Walk for twenty minutes at half the speed at which you normally walk. Pay attention to people, places and detail. Repeat the exercise for seven days. This simple exercise is about challenging normal routine and may allow you to grow.

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You're a SAUCEPOT
You might think your sex appeal peaks and dips depending on your mood - in fact, you're pretty irresistible any day. It's the fact that you're so uncontrived that makes men notice you. Some nights you might glam yourself up, other times you go as you are. Oddly enough, it's the times when you don't make an effort that you're at your most alluring. Men treat you as an equal and know they can have a laugh with you - then, just as they've got you labelled as a mate, they realise they're falling hook, line and sinker.

Boost your sex appeal by: enhancing your good points. Using your excellent flirting skills - you're playful and teasing rather than off-putting. Just be yourself.

2006-02-23T12:09:00.000+08:00

o0okayyy...updatesss...

hmm..GPA on 18 feb..NP din make it to finals..same goes wif bpghs..bt nevertheless the kids are nt discouraged..in fact for a first-timer i wud say thy'v done quite well..bcos thy came up with the ideas & stuffs themselves..thy are nt dancers bt thy tink of their own steps..KAKyanie's task was only to mentor them..congrats dear sis n bros at bpghs..and keep in touch yar!!hee..lup u all!!muachs!!

then nadia, faz, haizad & me were late for az laa kan..VERY late..hehe..anw seems like iv to cum for prac late nwadays..xcept for saturdays i hope..cmne laa kan..cmne nk smpai yewtee on time wen i cn only leave bedok at 6.30pm??cmne cmne cmne..??terbang ehh!!vy tired sehh..

KARYA is nw less than a mth awy..hw ehh..

2006-02-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm...suddenly remembered the Mendaki Graduates' Tea I attended afew weeks ago..that time to0k alot of pictures sehh..tapi gambarnyer takde ehh..ili maseh belom bagi ehh..haiyo, that time the 5 of us (me, bariah, ili, yati, hashina-> a new fren made..heh..) to0k pictures like we've never been into a hotel before sehh!!now when i recall back the things that i did on that day, malo0onyer imagine kalau any of my colleagues can recognise my face.. :P

2006-02-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

tadi kan went to abg Im's wedding..with cik abg, rizal, no0ra, kebab, alfian, hakimT, sallehan, rahim, kai, tina, yaty, dilah, rab, liyana..wahh..15 of us..da type name sorg satu pt blog baru sedar sehh..ahaha..it was ok laa..eat eat..then nisha+firdaus and ayu+hazli came and joined us..met shasha..and an old friend..hehe..watched macam-macam performances..got illya and suhaini jojet-jojet also..heee..we stayed for very long laa kan..like very the 'on' liddat..haha..then went home watched Juara Lagu..ok..his choice won laa k..bsk siap aku kena denda..heh..urm..k laa..thats all..tar-tar!!

2006-01-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Yang memimpin wanita bukan akalnya, melainkan hatinya.

2006-01-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

Lazatnya memberi maaf lebih baik daripada lazatnya membalas dendam.

2006-01-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

Emas diuji dengan api, wanita diuji dengan emas dan lelaki diuji dengan wanita.

2006-01-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

Cara terbaik menghukum orang yang telah melakukan kesalahan terhadap kita ialah dengan berbuat baik kepadanya.

2006-01-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

Jika seseorang hadir dalam hidup kamu dan menjadi sebahagian daripada kamu, tetapi atas sebab tertentu dia terpaksa pergi, jangan terlalu sedih, terimalah kenyataan itu dan sekurang-kurangnya dia pernah membahagiakan kamu.

2006-01-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

kegatalan yg menggatalkan..eyes..nose..throat..i hv sensitip nose..n eyes especially..thats why i can use the mthly disposable contact lens up to 3 wks only..rugi kann..bt slalu tknk rugi nyer pasal aper aku kira..brani buat brani tanggung!!haha..tkle kena habuk sikit, aper lagi bulu binatang ;p ..skrg mcm dah merebak ke daerah lain laa gitu kann..been more than a wk nw..cancelled my plan to go clinic..kalo da 2 minggu tak baik2 baru pegi klinik ahh..and my knee nowadays..hmm..shd b the cold weather ahh..or the airbato0os..shd b laa huh.....

2006-01-17T13:58:00.000+08:00

Entah mengapa..Hati direnggut perasaan sedih hiba..
Kata janji telah diberi..Tidak akan ku ungkit hal itu lagi..
Tetapi apa dayaku..Dia telah menjadi sebahagian hidupku..

Kau buat aku bingung dgn tingkahmu..Apa sebenar mahumu..
Ingin ku sapa..Takut dibalas caci hina..
Tak sanggup lagi berdepan dgn kata-kata..Yg menghiris jiwa..

ok..enuf crap..tar-tar..

2006-01-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

tdy went aini's wedding with cik abg n weishan..met a few frns laa..like maziah n tt chinese gal dunno wat her name is ahh..aini's costume was very NICE laaaaa.....i like the design n colour..i wonder wen is my turn =p ..then we to0k photo lor..then sent shan2 home then went hahihohu lor..ouh yah..suker kiter main teka2 maner satu makbapak pengantin..(dun judge a bk by its cover ehh..tts a lesson to b learnt..ahaha..)tts all..tar-tar!!

2006-01-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

Di sebalik rumah tersergam, di sebalik senyum dan tawa, seseorang insan itu mungkin dilanda kepahitan dan kekecewaan yang tidak diketahui orang lain.

2006-01-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

pagi2 da ujan..siap2..then waited for cik abg to cum n off we went to collect fo0d at al-ameen..ujan lebat loh..reachd sch i waited at ctn1 w the fo0d while ayie went up to chse to check on the gals..then gedebak gedebuk..naik bas pelancong lagi..sukerr..sejuk gilerr sehh..ujan tk setop2 laa kan..so it ws vy the lecak laa ehh..then the dikir gals went up to perform w tikar..cute kann..dudok atas tikar ajaib..nasib baik tk terbang tikar tu..hehehe..then dorg amek gmbr ngn tourists smue..wahh..then kitorg kene kjar ngn bdk2 street theatre laa ehh..sam ws cutee!!hehe..si rahman pulak wun let me off..ish..seram jgk kena kejar2 ni..ehehe..time performers mkn ramai smue offer yanie a share of their fo0d..hehe..thx gals..so suwit kan!!then biaser ahh..main2 ngn tina..then dorg balik sch..i went hahihohu w cikabg aft tt..main ujan ehh..time balik met sallehan..chitchat2 anak-beranak..hehehe..i had a great time thx to cikabg.. =D

2006-01-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

woke up early to go sch..the tarian gals n dikir guys performing at ngee ann city..combined performance..the guys main aper2 yg patot (hehe..) while the gals jojet2..nicey-nicee..anw..reached chse at 9+am..then helped the gals makeup..made frns w the freshies..nurul ngn fattanah rupernyer my juniors ehh in bvss ehh!!ahaa..then joined fana, amalina, ain at ctn1 while wtg for the performers to cum dwn aft their foto-taking session..fana, amalina, ain went to collect fo0d at al-ameen earlier..i wonder hw thy carried those fo0d to sch..ujan2 lagi..thumbs up to them!!pastu kiter pon naik laa bas pelancong to ngee ann city..wee~while wtg for them to perform smpt jgk ler aku p carik mkn ngn dila, khaty, syura, kakiqin..then dorg pon perform2 ahh..then mkn2..amek2 gmbr..tgu bas smpai..then bck to sch..killed time pt chse..pastu ayie sent me ayu nisha faz to azpirasi..

2006-01-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

Teman yang jahat dan tidak tulus harus lebih ditakuti daripada binatang buas; binatang buas bisa melukai tubuhmu, tapi teman yang jahat bisa melukaimu jiwamu.

2006-01-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

Berhati-hatilah dengan kemarahan seorang yang sedang bersabar.